tell me why

Why did you treat me like that? Why did you give me faith, then you took it away?
I'm really want to know what you're thinking.

Tell me.

After everything just happened

It's 15days we were apart.

I thought that we would miss me and so would I.

But what just happened when we met together after 2 weeks.

No kiss, no hug.

A lot of annoyances

A lot of doubts

A lot of angers

But there's no tear.

I'm maybe really mature.

Or... It's not worthy to shed tear of something meaningless

Or... I don't love u much like before.
........

I still love you, my dear.

I'm very sure about that.

But I need time to look back our love, to look back myself.

"All we have to do is find a way back in to love"

I borrow a sentence of a song I love to tell you what I'm thinking.

We need time, my dear.

Perhaps after break time, we will find that we need each other, or maybe we realize that we should be apart. It's ok then.

I just don't want to be like this anymore.

Tet holiday is just done!

yeah, I had a really happy holiday with my family. Although all activities was repeated but they are very important to me. They are traditional values that we have to preserve.

Unfortunately, my laptop was down last night, so I couldn't upload all the photos and clips of my holiday. I hope these data will not lose after fixing.

everything has changed

Just because of moving to new place.

My department was not at the terrace anymore. We has been moved down to the 2nd floor. My god! It made us too tired and annoyed.

The most annoyed thing is my seat. I hate my seat. I don't want ppl to come in to my room and see my back first. hahaha

I hope it is my last bad luck.

Bullshit!!!!!!

finished? not yet!

I've done my works since Monday. It means I'm free now, don't have to work. But it doesn't mean I can go home right now. The reason is I have to move my stuff from the old place to the new place.

The new place is much further than the old place if I start from my house. However, it's a very big and beautiful villa. There are 2 floor and a terrace. My office is located at the terrace. I love that. There's a small balcony in front of my room where I can grow some plants. I love the big window which I can look out through it and the sunlight can submerge my room. One more thing I love is the place behind my room. There's a small pool which to keep fish but I think it should be a swimming pool :D. I can relax out there when I feel upset. haha

Like today.

I was depressed this morning. But now it's ok. I'm trying to upgrade my adversitiy quotient (AQ) haha.