tell me why

Why did you treat me like that? Why did you give me faith, then you took it away?
I'm really want to know what you're thinking.

Tell me.

After everything just happened

It's 15days we were apart.

I thought that we would miss me and so would I.

But what just happened when we met together after 2 weeks.

No kiss, no hug.

A lot of annoyances

A lot of doubts

A lot of angers

But there's no tear.

I'm maybe really mature.

Or... It's not worthy to shed tear of something meaningless

Or... I don't love u much like before.
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I still love you, my dear.

I'm very sure about that.

But I need time to look back our love, to look back myself.

"All we have to do is find a way back in to love"

I borrow a sentence of a song I love to tell you what I'm thinking.

We need time, my dear.

Perhaps after break time, we will find that we need each other, or maybe we realize that we should be apart. It's ok then.

I just don't want to be like this anymore.

Tet holiday is just done!

yeah, I had a really happy holiday with my family. Although all activities was repeated but they are very important to me. They are traditional values that we have to preserve.

Unfortunately, my laptop was down last night, so I couldn't upload all the photos and clips of my holiday. I hope these data will not lose after fixing.

everything has changed

Just because of moving to new place.

My department was not at the terrace anymore. We has been moved down to the 2nd floor. My god! It made us too tired and annoyed.

The most annoyed thing is my seat. I hate my seat. I don't want ppl to come in to my room and see my back first. hahaha

I hope it is my last bad luck.

Bullshit!!!!!!

finished? not yet!

I've done my works since Monday. It means I'm free now, don't have to work. But it doesn't mean I can go home right now. The reason is I have to move my stuff from the old place to the new place.

The new place is much further than the old place if I start from my house. However, it's a very big and beautiful villa. There are 2 floor and a terrace. My office is located at the terrace. I love that. There's a small balcony in front of my room where I can grow some plants. I love the big window which I can look out through it and the sunlight can submerge my room. One more thing I love is the place behind my room. There's a small pool which to keep fish but I think it should be a swimming pool :D. I can relax out there when I feel upset. haha

Like today.

I was depressed this morning. But now it's ok. I'm trying to upgrade my adversitiy quotient (AQ) haha.

piano

Recently, I've thought of piano which is my dream since I was a little kid. I remember when my grandparent with me traveled to Dalat, we visited King Bao Dai's royal tomb. There was a piano placed at living room. I sat on the chair, put my hand on the frets like a real pianist to let my grandpa took a photo for me. I still keep that photo. Since then, I always wanted to play piano but I lived in a town so it's very hard to learn piano. Fortunately, there was a organ class in a church near my house. I begged my mom for studying organ there. At the beginning, my mom didn't allow me to study. She said that it was not useful for me. However, I tried to convince her and starved to save money. At the first lesson, I was very excited. I always went to class. When I studied better, I wanted to have an organ but my mom did not. I've studied organ for nearly 2 years. Afterwards, I had to leave my hometown to move to HCMC for study high school there. I stopped studying organ to concentrate on more important subjects.

It's 13 years I stopped studying organ. However, my dream is always burning in my heart. I want to start again seriously. Better late than never!!!

The first thing I need is a suitable electric piano. It's not very expensive but it's a big money to me. I have to starve again :D :)). But it's ok.

boring day!

I don't want to cover my blog with a gray tone of sadness, unhappiness. But it seems I'm depressed rite now. However, writing these words makes me feel better.

These days, I've been thinking much about character of a person, about the way to realize this. I often make mistake at the first time I see a person. For example, a person who makes me feel excited, often makes me disappointed later.

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No one can deny the fact that grade is one of the most important point to evaluate students' study result. I have studied fore more than twelve years, therefore, I strongly believe that grade encourages students to learn for many reasons.

Firstly, grades represent students' ability. Students can get high score in the exam means they can understand the lesson while the others can not although they learn the same lesson. It also means they are good.


On the other hand, bad students should study harder. Personally, when I got a low score at high school, I tried to found and correct my mistakes. I studied harder to get high score next time. Grade makes students try their best to pass